Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 8:31 AM
altough it seems small, but it means alot to me..
well, mum n me had gone well...
only fr my brother tht's so .. urgghh!
tak tau lhs.. i only see him abt 2-1hr at home..
we dont even talk with each other fr this month..
what are u doing out there abg?
is ur frens or lepak-ing is more important
than us?? going home early/late morning drunk..
what is this? you think we don't have feeling's?
you think we dont care about u?? think back abang
if we dont care y mama kept on telling u nt to go out??
y i always asked u go where? for wat?
but now i totally gave up on u... u wont learn ur lessons abang.
u made mama cry n sick n no appetite to eat,
becoz she always received a letter frm sch that you had skiped
school/lessons fr more than 20times every month/week.
but who was there for mama? i was bro, i showed her my results
and she was happy i get A's for some.. but i know it wont heal her.
your her first boy child and ur giving her problems? plz bro..
dont depend on me, u have ur role too.. we're all mama's child..
can u change fr e better for us abang? can?
altough nowadys im silent, deep down there i know you're my
ONLY BLOOD BROTHER. if your gone.. left only me abg..
the other two is not our blood siblings..i'm trying to say i dnt love them..
but the feelings is different abang. i swear it's different..
i hope one day we will became happy family back....
ya'allah kucop lah dengan cobaanmu yang telah kau berikan padaku.
berikanlah ku kekuatan.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ShaYan~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
and ofcoz, the only thing that can help me is my babyboi..
whatever it is, shayan is the best.
shayan's always there by my side, it realy heals my heart.
no one will ever understand me.
today met my baby, thot of piercing my eyebrow 2day as bby promised.
but as pernormal it didn't happen.
well i think its nt necessary though, just waste of money kn baby?
so met baby, went to his house, turun bawah meet abah,
anmbek makan, naek atas, makan, teman baby sleep as he was tired
after his duty yesterday. dia tido, tido, tido..
dah bangon, kita maen game PS3.. i love e game!
altough its stupid haha!!! baby knows... after that had some argument.
then settled! hahax.. altough we settled everything,
i suddenly flashback in e past that i love to play in e rain..
so i asked baby to go for a walk in e rain and have some fun!
so baby agreed so there we were in the rain!! we went to the park.
i was barefooted, *weird*and walking all over and having fun..
baby splashed water on me
and all stuff.. fun bodoh!!! hahahx... i love u baby!!
hehehehcs!!! i love u.. muakss..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HMPPP.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i miss u guys like hell..
what my bbyboi said was true uhs...
i love all of u, but y are u guys doing this?
i miss u guys, hope this are like last time
and we were all as one and gather 2gether.
i love each and evry one of you.
just text me n i'll always b there fr u ppl....
tc loves!
but i know this one person that always be there wen i need her,
she even messaged me wen my anniversary with baby,
even i dont meet her often, i know she's always there..
she was my Wild Wild Wet fren.. that is!!!!!
SYAKIRAH! hahax..
babe, thanks fr everithing. thanks fr always be there for me.
its ok if ur busy with ur work n school n tak online..
i still appreciate our frenship bcoz, we share our love problems 2gether
i saw u cry, n u saw i sad. i saw hw sad u were..
e times wen u have no appetite but i keep on forcing u 2 eat,
=) ... e days was great but, e place sucks! hahax
u know i know!! take care babe! meet up soon! last long with ur boify!
end here! bye ppl!
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