Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 10:00 PM
Bby iam soso sorry k bby
PLZ SYG ILY BBY

Bby is not tat i tk trust or watever...
i juz nid u like i always had in my hand..
I mintak maaf wat i hv done tis past few days i promise u i wont do tat again...
my luv wif u always strong n nvr fade...
kadang2 i ckp i nk break ke i nye luv dah away bukan maksod btol2....
U shld noe me very well pe
i tk sampai hati n i suke ckp aje uat nye tk...
I HOPE WE NVR BECOME LIKE TAT AGAIN LIKE I SAY BEFORE......
NO ONE NO ONE NO ONEEE!!!!!
get it da way i feel 4 u..
ily bby i wont leave u k....
lau u nk tyme juz tell me okk i will be fine alone k syg...
juz kol me i will be waiting 4 u like always k syg
I promise u tis tyme i wont fikir2 mepek lagi...
n now i will fetch u from werk when i free
i will stop all my laziness k bby..
i hope u will forgive me like i always did syg
MUACKSSSSS
I mintak maaf wat i hv done tis past few days i promise u i wont do tat again...
my luv wif u always strong n nvr fade...
kadang2 i ckp i nk break ke i nye luv dah away bukan maksod btol2....
U shld noe me very well pe
i tk sampai hati n i suke ckp aje uat nye tk...
I HOPE WE NVR BECOME LIKE TAT AGAIN LIKE I SAY BEFORE......
NO ONE NO ONE NO ONEEE!!!!!
get it da way i feel 4 u..
ily bby i wont leave u k....
lau u nk tyme juz tell me okk i will be fine alone k syg...
juz kol me i will be waiting 4 u like always k syg
I promise u tis tyme i wont fikir2 mepek lagi...
n now i will fetch u from werk when i free
i will stop all my laziness k bby..
i hope u will forgive me like i always did syg
MUACKSSSSSSori lau tk nice n nice...is my first tyme posting BLOG
Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 5:05 AM
ffuuh!! its been a long time! HAHX!!
had been busy working nowadays
had been busy working nowadays
and yesterday really2 sucks lhsZ!.. like wtf?!
stupid people uhs! aku sumpah geram! sumpah aku geram giler!
after tht i felt cool down =)
becoz one of my work fren make me happy
days had been great this past few days.
but only between me n boify. im just teeling u tht.
ill love u no matter wht. plz! i need air to breath..
i miss my frens n i miss all the laughter i had.
i wanna be free, free life a bird my dear..
but trust me syg.. i loove u. there's no guy tht's gnna
replace u. i knw my limit. i knw how to tc of myself
memang nwadays my perangai lain
its becoz im too stress.. sumpah my maigrain is back
n its worst.. altough u ppl will see me laugh
but inside there, there is cuts and blood al over.
but im trying to be STRONG. i know tht all this is just a test frm god.
and everiting is geting better nw with boify.
and everiting is geting better nw with boify.
he promised to fetch me 2mrw. hope he wont dissapoint me animore.
enough of geting hurt again n again..
ily n i dnt wnt to loose u.. i tknnk. i really2 love u my dear..
ook ENOUGH! ENOUGH!!! ENOUGHHH!!..
ffuhhhh!. tomorrw working and need to sleep early bcoz i have
to wake up early... n wake up at 7?? ok lhs. enjoy all the phots's
to wake up early... n wake up at 7?? ok lhs. enjoy all the phots's
PSL GRADNITE PHTO'S
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it was very very fun!
the dance wnt vry smoothly!
yeahh! most of them says tht the dance
was wonderfull! hahahx! yeahh!
enjoy the pics. thers more but waiting fr david to send.
Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 7:56 AM
bby, had been spending his time with his beloved frens.
altough i felt lonely but syakirah told me to
relax.
take it easy.
let him be with his friends.
guys will be guys.you can't change that.
just have to have faith in yourself.
tnx! =)
but im happy tht bby will fetch me tomrrw.
i want to tlk to him every night like we always did.
but nvm, just have to be strng n let him be with his frens.
bcz he tld me tht, this is the only time tht he cn spend time
with his frens. its ok. just have to let it go eventough
its pain and feeling so lonely. i miss those nite talks..
no matter wht i love u. ur mine forever. ilysm.
haex.. its just so many problems in my head. i just need a break.
but theres always no time. i wanna go to my place and hve the wind
and cry everiting out. i just want tht an waiting fr the right tme.
hmp.. metting bby 2mrrw. nites ppl..
Labels: be strong and understnding
@ 7:26 AM
i love you, but ur making me dissapointed
hve been bored with life. father had been sucks this days.
anak mntk duit pn mcm mntk serdekah.
nie uhs orang dh ade ANAK BARU, BINI BARU, FAMILY BARU.
anak sendiri pn lupa. like wtf?!
wel, i dont care much though. but my i just pitty my brother.
he seriously has no money.
and dad promise to gve extra money when he was in court.
nw nothing!! fucking hell i tell u, nothing!
i just cant be bothered. im happy tht i have the attitude tht i done care about everiting
i knw im happy n tk menyusahkn orang dh cukop! cukop!
i dont expect much from you!
and klau hidayah or fizah read this! tell him.
SHASHA PAKAI DUIT SHASHA SENDIRI NK BAYA DUIT BUKU!
bilang ehs. jangan lupa! i dont want his money, i can use my own maney.
urrgghH! its just pain in my heart n u guys are bitches! oppss! so so sory!
but please! stop ur fucking attitude ladies!.
am i so rude? am i? opps sorry! i just get irritated and
ashame to have u all as my cousin or auntie?!
and swear im DISSAPOINTED with every single of u.
ssiigh!~~~ okeyh i just dnt knw hw to end this post! urrghh!
wish u all the best lhs! harap2 korng enjoy lhs. and lastly..
if i heard tht my father is nt having a good life time there n always pay fr all the bills or duit rumah korang or use more of his money.
im telling u guys. im nt gnna just seat n stare! im gnna go straight
to ur faces and fucking fuck ur faces!
and tell everi single one tht ur family is a chibai family
n treat my father as a servant!
if this really happens just pray tht im nt gnna blow up, im so sorry.
no matter what his still my father. my REAL BLOOD FLESH FATHER.
u people just dnt knw hw i feel. arrghh,.
only god knws,, sighh~~~`
just fuck off!
Labels: ur making me dissapointed
Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 8:30 AM
wel wel wel.. today spend splended time with bby!
i went to tamp to meet bby at 1pm. i wore something nice =)
hahaah! i like. kk, lame sia shahidah...
after meeting baby. we tried something new. with smeting on!
god! it sounds wrng. haha. aniway. it was perfect!
my baby went crazy abt it. me too! hahax. i cant tke it animore till i droped.
oh god! its just so perfect! should do it again! hahax. wanna join???
OPPPSSS! NO ONE'S ALLOWED! only between bby n me..
heh-heh-heh-heh!! *evil laugh. muaahahah. k stop it!
we decided to watch 2012. so there it goes!. bought the ticket.
when to ate kfc. omg! im full!. after eating bby go n smoke only bby! (im innocent). =)
heheheeh. after dili-deli to the cinema and waiting fr the movie to strt.
i swear the movie was SUPERB!! it was very very very nce to watch.
it's a good movie. bby n me cried when it comes to the family parts.
the family really reflects on me much. about parents divorce n mum married again.
when the time comes the real father saved them n bring them out.
i just tot tht my dad will be like tht and save us frm having a hard life.
i swear i cried the most when the grndfather called and his grndchild pick it up.
that reflects me on my grandparents. i love them n i want to achieve his goals.
insyallah. i love u atak n nenek.
well, i think u guys should watch the movie. its very amazing!
my bby said, he didnt expect the movie to be so superb like this!
i wanna watch JENNIFER'S BODY!....hahax. kk enough
after all tht went bck bulat n they're still paying takrw eventough its raining.
amazing lhs u all! that tme, my birthday, eventough itys raining u all still mke my birthdy
go on. n nw takraw? hebat ah korang! hahax....
after all tht. this freak msg me. its totally fcked up lhs!
must i tell 1000000000 times tht im att???? bcz of u, my guy get sad n angry at me!
fuck u all jerks lahs! mcm tkde pompan lain gtu?
SHASHA , SHAHIDAH, BAMBAM FROM TEMASEK SEC IS ATTACHED ASS HOLES!
kau tk blaja melayu eh? ke otak dh mati? nk step good good jerh!
kau balek pergi cebok muka kau! aku tngok dh macam taik!
between me n my bby, alot of things happen, its just like a drama. i knw hw u feel bby.
im just so srry. ily lhs syg. im just scred to loose u bby. im so sorry.
eventough things are fine nw but i still feel so wrong. im so sorry n ily.
fr this, bby made a punishment fr me.
next year, after sch, i must go home strght.
no eating, lepaking and all nonsence!.
if i want to go out or lepak cn but only with
my parents, my bby and people's frm [K] [B] [S] 82..
alrte i accepted n go with the punishment. im so sorry..
n ily. muuakks! no photos!. we never tke photo's.. lazy uh. haha
but the funniest part, after all the fights. my bby went like.
"kau makin besar makin jambu ah, susah ah ade matair jambu
betol, susah sia" in my heart i was laughing bt i just cant laugh.
ur just so cute lhs syg.. ily!. no matter hw my face or appearance changes.
im still the shasha tht u knw. and always love u like she always did.
god! sat,sun,mon,wed,thurs working!!
tuh jantan, gie delete no. aku eh? favour ah.
Labels: im sorry fuck off jerks
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 7:11 AM
happy 10 mnthsary my bby!
SMELLY PO PO!
had post someting yesterday, but i think i wont publish it.
bby had read tht post. so i tink its nt imprtnt fr u all to read.
hahax! sorry loves! well, tody is the 1oth month me n my bby being together.
baby said "wow! dua digit sey! " hahax!
so cute of him. this month wont celebrate much lhs.
stakat keluar, nt sure going wer. *teheee* mybe somewhere?
hmmmpp.. after months that we've been through,
im sure its nt been easy fr us. all the fights and arguments, it really
makes us stronger. i just wanna say, tnx fr all the sacrifices!
tnx fr all the advices! tnx fr giving me moral support.
tnx fr showing me what a daughther should be.
tnx fr guiding me all this while.
im sorry if i were being so stubborn to u.
im sorry if i hurt ur feelings, im so so so sory, if i mke u mad.
im really sorry if i made ur mood swings. im just so so so sorry!
ily bby!!! my heart only belong to u! muakkss!
photo's will be sooner or later. hahax! just wait!
highlighted my hair bt nt satisfied. hhhmmppp!
but nvm. at least highligted!!!.. haha..
ily bby!
happy anni to syakirah & farhan!! hope things will be fine
in future! remember to eat babe!
Labels: its just so good to be inlove n loyal
Friday, November 6, 2009 @ 8:11 AM
TODAY! went to Primary sch to send my sister then i saw liyana
took her guy and frens, to go to our pri sch as there is an e-fair
then went to the mini disco. okeyh cool!
they're so cute and we really lve the songs. last prt,
me, havock uhs. all primary sch frens went insde bt tk joget, alermak.
hahahah! kk, then walk2. saw my cousin then nmpk alysha!
haha. shock she was there. k den go lepak jap, wait fr shameen to go home
and headed home. fuh! tired and hot! yey! gaji cooming in 2mrrw!
gonna highlight my hair this SUNDAY!
bby folowing me! yey! i love him! and gnna celebrate our 10th mnthsary
soon! yeah bby! chibai cnt wait fr chalet lhs ehh!
work2! work more! money more! yeyey!
im so inlove with work =).
mybe bcoz, eeeerrrrmmmm.errrrmmm. oopps!
shouldn't post it here. bcoz its too public!
hahaahx! i love my bby sangat2! muaks!
JUST FUCKING PISSED OFF!
im seriously fucking pissed off with lelaki yng baru nk naek.
TKMO WORLD! favour. n tkmo bbl besar.
if ur think ur so strong n a big fuck y u never fight back
when they hit u untill u fall down to the ground uh boy?!
get whack frm them and still cn WORLD to ppl. get a life JERK!
aku dngn yan syg kau mcm adek kita, beyh kau gnie mcm?
memang tk kenang budi uhs. dh lhs! malas ku nk entertain nie semua bdk2.
we really gve on u, one day if u regret wht u've done plz dnt blme us,
bcz we did our job. u just tc n hope ur SAFE outsde there.
Monday, November 2, 2009 @ 6:44 AM
hey there! hmppp,
been bored this few days.
had spend quality times with bby love lately.
cant wait fr our 10th mnthsary!
spend more quality time!
YYEEEAAHH! REALLY QUALITY TIME OKEYH!
heheheheheheheheheheheheh!
sunday went to bby mummy work place,
wore heels. bby use his shoe.
haha! im so inlove with my style nw uhs.
huhuhu!
monday, went to sch, waste time, balek spend time with bby
and fetch shameen from sch.(my primary school)
get to tlk with my old malay dnce teacher.
she's still as pretty as last tme.
heehx.. k lhs.. have to go to sch e whle week. SIAN!
OKEYHS! I FCKING BORED.
going to work on weekdays! oh yeah! pay day!
SALARY! duit uhs! money money money!






