Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @ 9:00 AM
all settle already, juz hopin he learnt his lesson.
yeah! i got a job already, alhamdulilah.
but the ting is i wont have time fr my dance wit nad n all.
hw? nvr ill try. so yah. waiting fr mr azman kol 2mrrw.
and go catch my uniform! yeah! probably by sat ill strt.
well. school gnna open soon. crack brains.
have to really pay attention nw, no playin arnd.
im gnna get it all in my brain. no more hanky panky.
yeah dats rite! i got to do wad i have to do.
i must do tings dat my parents,grndparent,my bby likes.
so im totlly gnna brush up!. hahax!
now ill get more buzier with other stuff, no time fr nonsence.
in dat way ill bcme a better one.
tnx mummy fr understndin me.
to my bby, dun scred, trust me. i wont go away.
i juz need e trust and dats it, ill stick with u. dun tink other ting k syg.
i lurve uu..
I MISS KIKIDO ='(
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @ 2:20 AM

yeah, u knw i want cha,
bt smetmes i prefer being alone than arguing.
i totaly hate the prt when we quarel.
I HATE HATE IT.
actually i wanted yo mit u altough im tired.
bt wen i heard ur tired, im dishearted
and was wondering, wad did u do until ur so tired.
nw adays im nt in a mood as u cn see.
OR MYBE NT. give up? iove up arks.
i will nt give up anitin, bt mybe
with u i will, eventough i dun want. ill do aniting
to achieve my goals. bt i will also do aniting to get u,
unless u do it to. im so sad dat im e wnt hu alwys hve to go there.
as u knw, u nvr send me bck hme only on my bdae.
u nvr pick me up and go walk. u nvr cme here and spend time.
eventough i cnt go out, i always tried my best and sacrifice.
JUST FR U. ingt k?. im nt perfect. im nt pretty.
im not like u other GF'S. i dun hve freedomn. im controled.
and i have smting to achieve in life.
I HAVE GOALS.
im strng in taking chalengin tings,
bt i juz cnt if it's to fight with u.
u melted my heart and u lead me through. u touched my heart.
and wad i want is juz being with u without quarelling.
the MOST hearting part is.
u TAKING BACK ALL UR WORDS dat has insde e msg.
damn! wads dat suppose to mean?
sorry lahs k. i accepted u fr hu u are lhs
coz i knw no one is perfect. i did e biggst sin too.
i aint perfct tuh.
harus b bersykur ehk dpat i yng bolh acept hu u r.
if u tink i tk layak, den juz tell me ill go.
for ur happiness i snggup buat ape2.
as lng as ur happy me too.
wad i want is to see u happy and smile always.
dats it.
Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 7:51 AM

today went to vivo with my bby,
hahaex. wnted to watch drag me to hell bt, nah.
its been canceld, so we go and eat burger king
while eating, bby was eating abt disgusting tings.
abt ppl eating coakroch, oh my god!
i wanted to vomit bt, bah its ok.
bcz bby treat me the food and i have to finish it.
if i dun fnish it, my bby face will be like one dugong, hahas
ily lhs bby.
den after that we tke a walk and walk.
and landed somewer. i swear its w ferst and the last k?
tpie klau g slalu pn nt bad ehks. hahasx!
oh my! no okeyh! sickening lh sey!
hahax, so phobia sia. nmpk nie lhs kt situ lhs. urgghhs!
mcm siak! y must i leave like dis?
ahax.. i hope dance fr grndnite, will be very smoooth. aites?
ily ppl! muaks! bye!
Sunday, June 14, 2009 @ 7:22 AM
juz nw went tampines mall,century square and tamp 1
with my bby, he made me laugh all e way juz to cheer me up.
we go there, juz to find the same kikido aka blue dat has lost
she is missing her kikido =(
my kikido lost a long tme ago.
i juz cnt find e same one.
kikido is juz so cute, i cnt replce it with others
coz kikido is juz so adorable
wenevr i luk at kikido i will smile n laugh.
i juz missing kikido =(
nw im finding e more cuter one n cn mke me cheer up
hpe ill find one. haex,
there is so mnie memories left with kikido.
im juz sad.
i missed her damn much lhs,
haex..........
im juz hoping dat same other cutie
would mke me feel inlove with it
and mke me laugh all the way.
Friday, June 12, 2009 @ 9:09 PM
5 months up!
went to esplanade with dearie.
on the 11. =)
planed to watch movie, drag me to hell (not sure)
then its running late, so forget it!.
we sit by e sea and tlk tings out.
to my dear, pls listen to wad i say and dun frget.
coz every single LITTLE TINY ting u made fr me
is already enough, i dun nid mre.
i only nid u by my side and be there fr me wen i nid u.
okeyh dearie? u wont nid to be the best fr me.
coz i believe no one is perfect in this wrld.
i only ask 1 ting, raise up ur self-estem. dont always look dwn on urself.
okeyh bby?. u cn achieve aniting if u wrk hard.
have confidence and u will achieve wad u want.
"jangan ikotkn hatie"
fight fr wad u want, okeyh my sayang?
this goes to all my beloved gerlfrens out there.
jangan ikotkn hatie syg, achieve ur goals.
if u say u wanna chnge, dun seat dwn there only.
have an effort to do it.
dun frget dat im always here fr u guys.
sabbie, i know ur been stressing all day.
im here fr u 24/7. juz beep me okeyh. meet up soon.
erma, aku tau kaw pn stress im always here fr u. always.
k my gerls?. wad frens r fr kn?.
imy two like mad, mit up soon.
*miss thoose days*
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 7:35 AM
PSL of TEMASEK SEC ROCKS!
(Peer Support Leaders)
hey yoohh!
juz came back frm p5 camp!
2day was ver very duper fun lahs!
but, group ic nt doing a very gud job!
so must improve arhh!
ok? alrte! alrte? ok!
yeah! i like the chikucah song!
chikucah! chikucah! chikucah!
yeahs! ders still many days to go! yeah!
PSL RAWKS!
ok? alrte!
then 2mrrw goin bck sch!
yey! camp! PSL! CHIKUCAH!
kk, its gnna be my 5th mnths with my bby!
yeah!! goin stronger with bby, altough we fight
alot,bt it keeps us more strnger and strnger.
i juz cant leave without u. i dunnu y im so loyal to u
wait2 i knw! bcoz ILOVEYOUSOMUCH! aww!
isn't tat swit? hahax! i knw!
ur my air syg, i cant breath without u at my side
sory fr those days dat i accuse u.
i juz love u so much and im scrd of loosing u.
so far we break the record fr my syg longest relationship.
so, hopefully we gnna break record fr mine k dat is 1year.
ily lhs! alrteZ! im done!
PEER SUPPORT LEADERS
OF TEMASEK SEC
RAWKS! STAY HORNY PPL!
!OH YEAH!
I LOVE U PPL TOO!
Thursday, June 4, 2009 @ 8:35 AM
fuck llhs fuck!
i juz feel like screaming and beating ppl lhs.
fuck lhs! chibai nabei. aku sress saks.
satu2 masalah! wad do u want actually?
wad u want in life?
and to him.
wad u want frm me?
and to my bby.
y ur nt here wen i nid u
aku baru 15. tkmo uat aku depression lhs sial.
aku mendk saks hidp ginie mcm.
ingat lhs, saper buat mak sengsara.
aku tkkn maafkn korang n
aku sumpah krng tk akn senang uat selamaya.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 11:36 PM
I SWEAR I MISS
ALAM! ADAM! ELLY! SHAFIQ! QADRI! LAN! FAISAL! MAN!
SABBIE! LYEENA! ERMA!
kiwak! LGIE2
MATAIR AKU! HORSE HORSE HORSE!
nvm. sat goin to meet my bby. hehex.
alamak! but bby mum there lhs. aiyo! i so scred
hehex.. but must cool dwn k?. rileks.. tkmo tkt shasha,
hahah! kk im bored! byes!
Monday, June 1, 2009 @ 6:48 AM
SNOW CITY!!
went to snow city with classmate!
most of them came!
i tell u! it was ubber fun lhs sial!
hu nvr go, nvm. hahax! we made ice cream!
we studied some history abt ice cream! cool huh!.
the ferst ice cream was made in china,
try to think wad is their flavour fr the ice cream!
it was chili ice cream! oh my! hw r they gnna eat?!
hahax.. wen we made the ice cream, evrione was like
WAHH! WAHH! WWWUU~~ HAHAH
we took chocolate flavour. mr oh taste,
and says it taste like chocolate!
i said to him, i didn't knw ur so dumb, hahax!
after that went inside the snowy part,,
hahax! damn cold! but fun!
when i entrered the song was blasting! huhu.
go to the slide ferst! so fun ok! my butt NUM!
haahx.. we chilled. suddenly brandomn throw the snow frm myy bck.
it hurts! fuck! then its lawrence and syahrins turn! haahx!
the photos are below! enjoy!!
MR OH WAS DUMB TODAY!
@ 6:21 AM










