Wednesday, February 3, 2010 @ 6:28 AM
BBy, the kissed, the hug, the talks, the comfort and everiting abt u to me
is just so marvelous. the first tme we met was the most funniest part.
but evry time that we spend last time was very precious.
the laughs, hugs, jokes and all were very nice. ummm.. hahahxc..
but after mnths, theres this part wen we sat on this double decker bus
and hear NO ONE sang by Alicia Keys, that was the ferst time we grabed
our hand or hold or hand TIGHTLY, showing hw hard our love is n
no one will seperate us as the song goes "no one, no one, no one".
after weeks later bby bring me to go to the place wer he usually go wen his stress.
it was this tower near by the beach its a very calm place and we talk things out
and let our hearts n feelings out. it was e SUPERB DAY ever syg! hehec
last year the early months was great fr us altough its hard fr me to
face the attitude of yours.. i had alot of patients and i cried fr u alot bt all the tears
made me love u more my dear. u wont knw hw i feel tht point of time
nt tlking to u even fr a secnd cn mke me go mad. but after mnths later
tht i cnt tke it wth ur attitde tht acuse me fr no reason, i did a very big mistke.
i lied to u n almost wnna leave u alone and go on my seperate way.
BUT YOUR JUST TO GREAT tht i cnt leave u. u cme to my house
and kneel dwn to me n crying non-stop and im there holding my tears...
im very sorry n i gave u second chnce n you did treasure it. to mke u believe me
again iss to quit wrking there. so i diid. after mnths it was great until our 1year..
n nw hear r we!.. 1year going to 1yr 1mnth.. i knw these days was nt great fr us,
NOwadys u wnna go fr early slips and keep on wodering y.
if i cn slip late jst to tlk with u y nt u?
if i dnt cmplain abt it y ur complaining?
but other thn tht we spend great times together
my love my heart my everiting does nt change if theres nothing with me.
of smeting is wrng with me thn u cn see the changes in me. the time wasn't
the same lke we used to be last time. it chnges alot. i have to go through it
altough it hurts me much. im very sory dear if my attitude sucks nwadys.
im so sorry. but u just remember this , my heart n love n TRUST is still e same.
but im trying my best to b e old happy, strong, cheerish, mnja, lovely shasha
again.. im trying to my dear. but plz dnt always put oresure on me, nwadys
ive been crying just fr u. tht really reflected me on e old shasha, e one tht alwys
cried fr him. nw bby's asleep.. altough its hrd fr me bt i hve to tke it.
its hrd fr me bcz we alwys tlked at 11pm till 12am. bt nwadys his aslip so early.
bt nvm its ok.. i just hve to fllw it even wen its hard... no matter wht
i still lve u.. muakkss!...
When u hve bike n a stable job plz dnt frgt me n go to others bcz
NO ONE WILL GET THE WAYS UPON I FEEL FR U BBY!
NO ONE NO ONE NO ONE.. GETTING THE WAY I FEEL FR U..
U.....U....U..... GETTING THE WAY I FEEL FR U....
ily bby. n i wont leave u. =)


