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Music Playlist at MixPod.com	Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 8:48 PM *HOW MANY DAES LEFT TO MY BDAE* *BUT IT JUST DON'T FEEL RITE* *WITHOUT MY DADDY.* tomorrow is e birthday celebration for me n aaryan(younger brother) baby will be there too. Wednesday, in the morning, i saw my aunt.* well she's my aunt but she have yet to get married. she's still young. =) well i felt happy. DUUUHHH!! LONG TIME NEVER MEET SEY! after browsing through i came across my cuzzie Facebook. browsing her photo's. and i came across her pic n my daddy. SUDDENLY THE TEARS OF SADNESS, ANGRY, JUST FALL DOWN. was otf with baby and baby heard me crying all the way even mum was there. he asked why and i told him." BLAH BLAH BLAH" BABY tried as much as possible to comfort me. thanks baby.. Monday he did called and asking me my bdae coming is it? like wth? you should know when is my bdae. but its ok.. he asked me what i want. so i said aniting the he wants to buy fr me a phone. he said that for years... until now??? nothing appeared. well, i care-less alr although inside there i'm totally hurt and JEALOUSY is all over. I THINK YOU EVEN FORGOTTEN YOUR CHILD AND TOOK OTHER PPL CHILD AS YOURS. I'M SPEECHLESS AND I'M REALLY HURT. THANKS FOR THAT FAMILY FOR RUINING ME AND MY BROTHER "FAMILY" & THE AWARD OF MAKING THE CHILD AND DAD SEPARATION GOES TO THE _ _ _ _ _ FAMILY. Monday, March 29, 2010 @ 2:14 AM Look at their hair, NICE BODOHHHH! my future curl hair! and that will be after N-level! =) cant waitt!! and cant wait to get out frm that sch! BIRTHDAY COOMING AND WONDERING whats e presents i'll get?? DEFENATELY NOT AN I-PHONE. its way too ex.. so sorry baby. but its ok.. i care no more! =) meeting him and having "dance" prac with him later as i told him that i feel like dancing... hahahz!! love my baby much! and loving my fam too! as my r'ship with her is getting closer. Wednesday, March 24, 2010 @ 7:33 AM nothing to post! no mood...! GET A LIFE UHS... kau bukan bitch???!! rilek sikit ehs.. kau one of them!!! cb! kau buat pkai aku ngn yan je per?! getting into my nerves.. korang big fuck perh sia! arghhhh!!. INSSAANNNEE!!! Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 6:05 AM *i have a new place to express my feeling..* *pandai2 lhs orang yan kepo2 tuh nak tau.. k lahs..* *tc! bye! one some ppl will know e place.* *hahhahax* @ 1:56 AM eventough it's a struggle love, we're gonna keep climbing the mountain top. Your world is my world, my fight is your fight, my breath is your breath and your heart is my heart. ♥ Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 8:31 AM altough it seems small, but it means alot to me.. well, mum n me had gone well... only fr my brother tht's so .. urgghh! tak tau lhs.. i only see him abt 2-1hr at home.. we dont even talk with each other fr this month.. what are u doing out there abg? is ur frens or lepak-ing is more important than us?? going home early/late morning drunk.. what is this? you think we don't have feeling's? you think we dont care about u?? think back abang if we dont care y mama kept on telling u nt to go out?? y i always asked u go where? for wat? but now i totally gave up on u... u wont learn ur lessons abang. u made mama cry n sick n no appetite to eat, becoz she always received a letter frm sch that you had skiped school/lessons fr more than 20times every month/week. but who was there for mama? i was bro, i showed her my results and she was happy i get A's for some.. but i know it wont heal her. your her first boy child and ur giving her problems? plz bro.. dont depend on me, u have ur role too.. we're all mama's child.. can u change fr e better for us abang? can? altough nowadys im silent, deep down there i know you're my ONLY BLOOD BROTHER. if your gone.. left only me abg.. the other two is not our blood siblings..i'm trying to say i dnt love them.. but the feelings is different abang. i swear it's different.. i hope one day we will became happy family back.... ya'allah kucop lah dengan cobaanmu yang telah kau berikan padaku. berikanlah ku kekuatan. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ShaYan~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ and ofcoz, the only thing that can help me is my babyboi.. whatever it is, shayan is the best. shayan's always there by my side, it realy heals my heart. no one will ever understand me. today met my baby, thot of piercing my eyebrow 2day as bby promised. but as pernormal it didn't happen. well i think its nt necessary though, just waste of money kn baby? so met baby, went to his house, turun bawah meet abah, anmbek makan, naek atas, makan, teman baby sleep as he was tired after his duty yesterday. dia tido, tido, tido.. dah bangon, kita maen game PS3.. i love e game! altough its stupid haha!!! baby knows... after that had some argument. then settled! hahax.. altough we settled everything, i suddenly flashback in e past that i love to play in e rain.. so i asked baby to go for a walk in e rain and have some fun! so baby agreed so there we were in the rain!! we went to the park. i was barefooted, weirdand walking all over and having fun.. baby splashed water on me and all stuff.. fun bodoh!!! hahahx... i love u baby!! hehehehcs!!! i love u.. muakss.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HMPPP.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i miss u guys like hell.. what my bbyboi said was true uhs... i love all of u, but y are u guys doing this? i miss u guys, hope this are like last time and we were all as one and gather 2gether. i love each and evry one of you. just text me n i'll always b there fr u ppl.... tc loves! but i know this one person that always be there wen i need her, she even messaged me wen my anniversary with baby, even i dont meet her often, i know she's always there.. she was my Wild Wild Wet fren.. that is!!!!! SYAKIRAH! hahax.. babe, thanks fr everithing. thanks fr always be there for me. its ok if ur busy with ur work n school n tak online.. i still appreciate our frenship bcoz, we share our love problems 2gether i saw u cry, n u saw i sad. i saw hw sad u were.. e times wen u have no appetite but i keep on forcing u 2 eat, =) ... e days was great but, e place sucks! hahax u know i know!! take care babe! meet up soon! last long with ur boify! end here! bye ppl! Labels: sorry ppl. ilove u. Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 7:45 PM i miss my sabbie, lyeena and erma.. plan to meet them this week.. but nt sure when.. today hve nothing much to do... going to baby house and cook fr him mee as is promise him. so, let baby rest and i study fr my maths.. =) so tonight is e party night fr sme of them... i wont be going.. baby not going so im nt going.. =) goodgerl.. hehec.. byes ppl! gtg now! TC! Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 6:42 AM *OUR 1YEAR 2MNTHS!* today had some argument with my bbyboi but as always we solve our problems... so after sch, meet bby, bby bought fr me asap. then to his house talk things out, hug2 cry2, ok already after that bby get ready to go to Alexandra hospital. before that go to my house first n change. i was late. bby got very angry n we took cab there. i didn't say a single thing but kept on pulling his hand and kiss his hand. ermm.. haha.. then ok already, reached there registered and bla bla bla so he has to pull his wisdom tooth 2mrrw at 4pm. not only one! but 2 at the same time!! ouchh!! baby scrd!! haha.. so im gnna accmpany him 2mrrw.. baby had been band frm smoking fr 2 days but he still wants to smoke. so i gave him until 5am and he can smokes! aiyoh! headache uh! SMOKE SMOKE SMOKE! so e total cost is $300??$ 400?? ++ expensive saks!. but its fully covered! because his an NSF. GEREK!! after all that went to Queensway Shopping! the shoe's! MANGKOK! I CAN GO CRAZY AHK SIA! so speechless ahk sia!! dh diam ahk!! than went to Anchor point. went to cotton on. bby bought his COOL jeans and T-shirt. i bought a pants smeting like alladin but its nicer and white shirt! nice! nice! nice! hahahxx! then go makan2, bfre bby cnnt eat 2mrw. so gnna meet bby 2mrrw! yey! i love u my bbyboi! 14months and still going strong bby!! HABIE N ABIE WILL LAST SHAYAN WONT AND NEVER BE ERASE FROM OUR DICTIONARY Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ 8:03 AM 14MONTHS = 1YEAR 2MONTHS *WHATS THAT??* it's e 1year 2months im with my bbyboi. i love you bbyboi, there is so many things in my head now. just don't want to elaborate more. tc peeps and i love you all! SHAYAN FREVR! Tuesday, March 9, 2010 @ 1:53 AM *I'M GONNA GET AN I-PHONE SOON!!* all thanks to bby habie love!!! yey! bby n me had gone very2 well.! hope to spend a night/ton with u again bby love! im so inlove with youu.. NOTHING CAN SEPERATE US! always remember that and we'll last frever! i jujuk! hehecc!! dont wast our going to 14mnths k syg!? *ABIE* *LOVE* *HABIE* *MANIE2!!*	Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 8:48 PM *HOW MANY DAES LEFT TO MY BDAE* *BUT IT JUST DON'T FEEL RITE* *WITHOUT MY DADDY.* tomorrow is e birthday celebration for me n aaryan(younger brother) baby will be there too. Wednesday, in the morning, i saw my aunt.* well she's my aunt but she have yet to get married. she's still young. =) well i felt happy. DUUUHHH!! LONG TIME NEVER MEET SEY! after browsing through i came across my cuzzie Facebook. browsing her photo's. and i came across her pic n my daddy. SUDDENLY THE TEARS OF SADNESS, ANGRY, JUST FALL DOWN. was otf with baby and baby heard me crying all the way even mum was there. he asked why and i told him." BLAH BLAH BLAH" BABY tried as much as possible to comfort me. thanks baby.. Monday he did called and asking me my bdae coming is it? like wth? you should know when is my bdae. but its ok.. he asked me what i want. so i said aniting the he wants to buy fr me a phone. he said that for years... until now??? nothing appeared. well, i care-less alr although inside there i'm totally hurt and JEALOUSY is all over. I THINK YOU EVEN FORGOTTEN YOUR CHILD AND TOOK OTHER PPL CHILD AS YOURS. I'M SPEECHLESS AND I'M REALLY HURT. THANKS FOR THAT FAMILY FOR RUINING ME AND MY BROTHER "FAMILY" & THE AWARD OF MAKING THE CHILD AND DAD SEPARATION GOES TO THE _ _ _ _ _ FAMILY. Monday, March 29, 2010 @ 2:14 AM Look at their hair, NICE BODOHHHH! my future curl hair! and that will be after N-level! =) cant waitt!! and cant wait to get out frm that sch! BIRTHDAY COOMING AND WONDERING whats e presents i'll get?? DEFENATELY NOT AN I-PHONE. its way too ex.. so sorry baby. but its ok.. i care no more! =) meeting him and having "dance" prac with him later as i told him that i feel like dancing... hahahz!! love my baby much! and loving my fam too! as my r'ship with her is getting closer. Wednesday, March 24, 2010 @ 7:33 AM nothing to post! no mood...! GET A LIFE UHS... kau bukan bitch???!! rilek sikit ehs.. kau one of them!!! cb! kau buat pkai aku ngn yan je per?! getting into my nerves.. korang big fuck perh sia! arghhhh!!. INSSAANNNEE!!! Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 6:05 AM *i have a new place to express my feeling..* *pandai2 lhs orang yan kepo2 tuh nak tau.. k lahs..* *tc! bye! one some ppl will know e place.* *hahhahax* @ 1:56 AM eventough it's a struggle love, we're gonna keep climbing the mountain top. Your world is my world, my fight is your fight, my breath is your breath and your heart is my heart. ♥ Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 8:31 AM altough it seems small, but it means alot to me.. well, mum n me had gone well... only fr my brother tht's so .. urgghh! tak tau lhs.. i only see him abt 2-1hr at home.. we dont even talk with each other fr this month.. what are u doing out there abg? is ur frens or lepak-ing is more important than us?? going home early/late morning drunk.. what is this? you think we don't have feeling's? you think we dont care about u?? think back abang if we dont care y mama kept on telling u nt to go out?? y i always asked u go where? for wat? but now i totally gave up on u... u wont learn ur lessons abang. u made mama cry n sick n no appetite to eat, becoz she always received a letter frm sch that you had skiped school/lessons fr more than 20times every month/week. but who was there for mama? i was bro, i showed her my results and she was happy i get A's for some.. but i know it wont heal her. your her first boy child and ur giving her problems? plz bro.. dont depend on me, u have ur role too.. we're all mama's child.. can u change fr e better for us abang? can? altough nowadys im silent, deep down there i know you're my ONLY BLOOD BROTHER. if your gone.. left only me abg.. the other two is not our blood siblings..i'm trying to say i dnt love them.. but the feelings is different abang. i swear it's different.. i hope one day we will became happy family back.... ya'allah kucop lah dengan cobaanmu yang telah kau berikan padaku. berikanlah ku kekuatan. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ShaYan~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ and ofcoz, the only thing that can help me is my babyboi.. whatever it is, shayan is the best. shayan's always there by my side, it realy heals my heart. no one will ever understand me. today met my baby, thot of piercing my eyebrow 2day as bby promised. but as pernormal it didn't happen. well i think its nt necessary though, just waste of money kn baby? so met baby, went to his house, turun bawah meet abah, anmbek makan, naek atas, makan, teman baby sleep as he was tired after his duty yesterday. dia tido, tido, tido.. dah bangon, kita maen game PS3.. i love e game! altough its stupid haha!!! baby knows... after that had some argument. then settled! hahax.. altough we settled everything, i suddenly flashback in e past that i love to play in e rain.. so i asked baby to go for a walk in e rain and have some fun! so baby agreed so there we were in the rain!! we went to the park. i was barefooted, weirdand walking all over and having fun.. baby splashed water on me and all stuff.. fun bodoh!!! hahahx... i love u baby!! hehehehcs!!! i love u.. muakss.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HMPPP.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i miss u guys like hell.. what my bbyboi said was true uhs... i love all of u, but y are u guys doing this? i miss u guys, hope this are like last time and we were all as one and gather 2gether. i love each and evry one of you. just text me n i'll always b there fr u ppl.... tc loves! but i know this one person that always be there wen i need her, she even messaged me wen my anniversary with baby, even i dont meet her often, i know she's always there.. she was my Wild Wild Wet fren.. that is!!!!! SYAKIRAH! hahax.. babe, thanks fr everithing. thanks fr always be there for me. its ok if ur busy with ur work n school n tak online.. i still appreciate our frenship bcoz, we share our love problems 2gether i saw u cry, n u saw i sad. i saw hw sad u were.. e times wen u have no appetite but i keep on forcing u 2 eat, =) ... e days was great but, e place sucks! hahax u know i know!! take care babe! meet up soon! last long with ur boify! end here! bye ppl! Labels: sorry ppl. ilove u. Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 7:45 PM i miss my sabbie, lyeena and erma.. plan to meet them this week.. but nt sure when.. today hve nothing much to do... going to baby house and cook fr him mee as is promise him. so, let baby rest and i study fr my maths.. =) so tonight is e party night fr sme of them... i wont be going.. baby not going so im nt going.. =) goodgerl.. hehec.. byes ppl! gtg now! TC! Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 6:42 AM *OUR 1YEAR 2MNTHS!* today had some argument with my bbyboi but as always we solve our problems... so after sch, meet bby, bby bought fr me asap. then to his house talk things out, hug2 cry2, ok already after that bby get ready to go to Alexandra hospital. before that go to my house first n change. i was late. bby got very angry n we took cab there. i didn't say a single thing but kept on pulling his hand and kiss his hand. ermm.. haha.. then ok already, reached there registered and bla bla bla so he has to pull his wisdom tooth 2mrrw at 4pm. not only one! but 2 at the same time!! ouchh!! baby scrd!! haha.. so im gnna accmpany him 2mrrw.. baby had been band frm smoking fr 2 days but he still wants to smoke. so i gave him until 5am and he can smokes! aiyoh! headache uh! SMOKE SMOKE SMOKE! so e total cost is $300??$ 400?? ++ expensive saks!. but its fully covered! because his an NSF. GEREK!! after all that went to Queensway Shopping! the shoe's! MANGKOK! I CAN GO CRAZY AHK SIA! so speechless ahk sia!! dh diam ahk!! than went to Anchor point. went to cotton on. bby bought his COOL jeans and T-shirt. i bought a pants smeting like alladin but its nicer and white shirt! nice! nice! nice! hahahxx! then go makan2, bfre bby cnnt eat 2mrw. so gnna meet bby 2mrrw! yey! i love u my bbyboi! 14months and still going strong bby!! HABIE N ABIE WILL LAST SHAYAN WONT AND NEVER BE ERASE FROM OUR DICTIONARY Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ 8:03 AM 14MONTHS = 1YEAR 2MONTHS *WHATS THAT??* it's e 1year 2months im with my bbyboi. i love you bbyboi, there is so many things in my head now. just don't want to elaborate more. tc peeps and i love you all! SHAYAN FREVR! Tuesday, March 9, 2010 @ 1:53 AM *I'M GONNA GET AN I-PHONE SOON!!* all thanks to bby habie love!!! yey! bby n me had gone very2 well.! hope to spend a night/ton with u again bby love! im so inlove with youu.. 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