Friday, May 15, 2009 @ 6:15 AM
bby, for u.
sorry this is where i expres my feelings.
when i looked at every of ur frens.
they are like WOW to me.
where as im like a piece of peanut that means ntg.
im so so inperfect.
i dun have a pretty face for u to look at.
i dun have a smal waist for u to hug on.
where as im like a piece of peanut that means ntg.
im so so inperfect.
i dun have a pretty face for u to look at.
i dun have a smal waist for u to hug on.
but i just dont get it.
why u still love me?ain't u ashame?
i feel like im bein teased.i just dont knw how to explain myself.
but, im thank to god ive changed
ur life to be a better person.
i hope u will continue with that.
and nt continue with the past.
im just scred on day if u finish ur NS.
you will be free, while ill be schooling.
im scred that ur past will come back.
altough im nt perfect. i have a perfect heart.
im trying my best to make myself.like ur other frens but it tkes time
or maybe i cant. im born like this. and i just cnt do aniting.
sometimes when im crying and ur busy.
you dont even knw im crying coz ur to busy.
or maybe i cant. im born like this. and i just cnt do aniting.
sometimes when im crying and ur busy.
you dont even knw im crying coz ur to busy.
and when ur no mood you do nt care abt me.
control ur anger. sometimes im sad if you
just put dwn the phne like that.
im here just hoping ur not with other gerls.
only dat i ask for. i dun need more.
only dat i ask for. i dun need more.
im sory if im being a nuisance.
im sorry if i waste ur money im sorry if i dun give you aniting this month.
im broke and i cant make aniting for u.
my mind is really stucked now. alot of probs come 1 by 1.
sch, studies, family, money, frens, negatiive toughts and alot.
im just waiting the moment that u can make me cry again.
cry because you make me proud to be with you.
im just waiting.
FYI! i love you.i need you.